Nine of Wands
Minor Arcana · Wands
Uprightresilience, perseverance, guarded endurance
You have come much further than you gave yourself credit for and the end of this particular trial is genuinely close. The weariness you feel is earned; it is not weakness.
Reversedexhaustion, paranoia, obstinacy
The defense you have built is starting to keep out things you actually want. Wariness is reasonable; turning it into a wall is something else.
